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Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Content with being me


Life will throw many stones into my path throughout my life. I understand that. But recently I have found out that those stones are what make us who we are. I am not be the prettiest girl in the world or the smartest or the funniest, but I am me and I am happy with that. So many times I have looked at other people and wondered what their life was like or what it would be like to be them. Sometimes I have wished to be someone else but now I know that I don't want to be anyone but myself. I mean I might as well be myself cause everyone else is already taken :)
Everybody goes through trials and tribulations... I have too and honestly, I wouldn't take any of them back because it made me who I am today and I am content with being that person.
In the last 3 months since I have been at school I have really found myself and established who I am in this world and what I want to do. I love Central and their Musical theatre program. I have found life long friends that I never thought I would be fortunate to find. I feel at home when I am there and I miss it when I am not. I get to study everything that I love and I get to learn about my passions!
Yes, sometimes I get lonely for that special someone. And in the last 3 months I have been thinking about him alot. but just tonight a very special person shared a quote with me by Audrey Hepburn. "When the chips are down, you are alone, and loneliness can be terrifying. Fortunately, I've always had a chum I could call. And I love to be alone. It doesn't bother me one bit. I'm my own company!"
I am done sitting around and waiting for Prince Charming, hahahha, to come and rescue me. you know why??? Cause I don't need to be rescued!!! I don't need a man to make me happy and I know that God will bring me the right guy in HIS time, not MY time.

So For now I am going to be confident in myself and be happy with where I am in life! I am content with being me!
<3 Nikki